super sian today..went all the way to taka to do the spa thing that i won from lucky draw..cause sis last min cannot go..so i went..end up..it has to be above 23 yrs old then can do..n worse..jiejie abit..hmm..its 22/12 go, but she saw it as 28 in stead..once in awhile ppl do blur abit..but then i bought my fav. jap noodle from taka..hehe..then something bad happen again..got caught by two pretend-to-be- surveyors...hong kong ppl..n they act super super friendly..n talked super loudly( asking me abt my life kind of qns)..but their loudness make me very embarrassing..imagine them talking so loud in public..n in the lift..n ppl are looking at me n them..=.-..very ps..they bluff me of my trust for them..they tell me its only a 5 min survey..so i thought 5 min only wont die..help them abit..n there goes my trust..when i walked up to their office..i know i m dead..its obvious what they are going to do next..sell their products..=.-..i feel like telling them "dun nit say anything..just say main point.."..but then i dun dare..so nvm..heard them pestering me for 1 hr..there goes my 1 hr..=.-...i think they cheat one lo..all the ppl they find are not those obese ppl..if u really intend to help ppl..should not they be looking for obese ppl??..n they say eat the pills will thin..n then say 6 hrs dont eat b4 sleeping..fei hua..i think is not the pills that make u slim..is own effort ba??..6 hrs dun eat..eat healthily..drink alot of water..who dunno..still dare tell me exercising wont reduce cholestrol..grr

then finally off to mrt..talked talked abit..then off home at ten =) have a nice chat =)..n i managed to scare her..haha..but then..despite all the scary things i heard of working at partyworld..i still feel like working there..there's alot of places hiring..but i dunno leh..nv step in to ask..haha.

dun like it when mum keep discouraging herself..i wonder why ppl like to compare so much..haiz..

daddy suan me..so bad..haha..i got read books one hor..=(..evil dad i have..haha
k, bb..fix my voice! =)

these few days..have always been sleeping late..ard 2-3am?..so tend to wake up late too..n by then i wake up..dad went to work..lesser time seein him..n i din realise..plus everyday come home ard 9-10 plus..the most see him once then back to room..nv pei him watch show..=(..i din realise this till he said something today..cause i today came back earlier, ard 9.30..then dad purposely eat outside..n purposely come to sit with me, watch show..normally he will watch in room one..then he look at me n said " must pei nu er, pei yang gang qing"..then i started thinking..i may have neglected him abit..sis once asked me a qn..she say if u everyday got sth on, will u purposely leave time out to pei daddy?..i hope i have, but saying is easy afterall

got all the christmas present ready..first time i buy presents..act. i got buy, but normally is cause the person got give me..i dun really have the idea of celebrating christmas..dun find it impt..i not christian anyway..so to me..hai hao only..i only think new year ( cause got ang bao) n bday is impt..maybe valentine's day in future, n dad's bday..the rest like christmas..hari raya..to me..is just a day..

bought sth for daifang's bday, but cannot say here, haha later she know..hope i have the stamina to finish it..hopefully haha..

went gym n also brought all the presents n some other things today, finally ate subway n my cai fan..haha..crave long le..

i dun want drift!! =(

kbox!

quality more impt than quatity..thats what i always believe in..

jobs?..heng dad nv nag at me..jiejie sabo me sia..haha..but lucky dad nv say anything..haha..lazy..can next yr then find..haha..have not slack enough..

bb n nite!

hmm..genting trip with daddy n sally..dun ask me why got this weird combi...long story..haa..daddy shyshy..dont want take photos..haha..n daddy hor..can lose soo much money just by gambling..better dont sell me away one day..or i will emoo, haha

want go see ah seng..but i dun dare..last time is cause got zhi hao..i dare go see him n can see him..now cannot sia..=(...haiz..howhow?..

no luck..agency called me to do the flyer distribution job..8 dollars per hr i think..but i rejected..call me choosy..haha..i want long term work n stable job..not this type.. n i work for exp., so i chose not to do it..the people who called me rude can..why do i always get jobs that isn't as good one..=(..ah ber so good, got the data entry job..although she say its boring..haha..n keep saying its a long story!!..lol, nvm i will know that long story sooner or later, haha

lucky to be in spore, wont survive out there..i want to be in local uni..n ppl thought i could..but..over-estimated by ability..hmm..hope really can get in..even if its by luck..must..

i thinking..when one hopes to be a volunteer..is it a hope to compensate for the wrongdoings or to be sincere?..

out tml..n i forgot to buy her bday present..dead..=(

i want eat taka's noodle!!..n waffle from bb..=(

everyone have their way of self-protection..it may be wrong..but its the only way to feel more secure..more respected

bb

afternoon went find job first..go agency with ah ber then go library search for newspaper..as in job..haha..but ended up theres nothing..knew it..all requires exp...i felt like working in kbox..but sis say dun want, not safe =(..

night went orchard hotel meet my classmates..n i initially sit in a sofa seat at lv 2..but ruoqi came n save me..haha..but smuggling me inside..around the time wehre its ending..then end le..take photos..=)..dropped my bangle twice when taking photo..so paiseh..too big!..n thanks ar, cy push me!=( n ct gave me a elephant keychain..hah

hmm...then end le..discuss abit..then go zouk instead of butter fact., at first i abit =(, but then act. ok..dont really dare to dance cause too many familier ppl le..haha..n too may ppl there..so squeezy..=(..but still fun =)..drank half or 1/4 of the beer..not nice one..so bitter..haha.."bacardi" nicer..not so bitter..at there till around 2.30am?..tired..haha..then went to meet sally, eloise n rachel at coffeeclub first, chatchat about sally's bf, friends n relations..haha..sally u better be careful hor i warn u!!..then after that we ( me n sally) go buy more beer drink..haha, sit at some place then drink n chat..eeyer..i still not high after drinking..haha..means i can drink more next time..=)..daddy also dont mind one..he super open minded..when i reached home today at 6.30 am..then dad just say " u drink beer ar?"..then i say ya..then he like " orh"..haha..then asked me fun ant..so it means i can stay out as much as i could..haha..i know dad trust me n give me that freedom..thanks daddy! =) ..

eyes now very tired..but body very energetic..haa..but i think i cant sleep..

super look forward to genting trip..i want go kbox..so i shoulf fix my voice asap..no sore throats!..=) heh
good nite..or good morning..first time stayed out late..haha..more to come =) bb!

i think i mermory loss..if i not wrong..i ytd..should be with sally..haha..forgot!..should be shopping?..i think i brought alot of clothes..but all end up wear le not comfortable de..=(..went bugis street..but i brought a bag i like alot..nicenice!..hehe..i miss the taka that jap. noodle!..=(..better than koba de..

seeing ppl shopping for prom stuff..haha..heng i not going prom..so troublesome!..shoes..dress..hair..make up..waa..but going post prom also fan..weird when its only me going to meet them after prom..n i have to wear like..hmm..i also dunno ok ant..haha..

regret saying butterfly factory!! =( so bad

today..went shopping with limin n cy..for their prom heels..=) that they found it..walked around far east..i m amazed by how they can walk with such high heels..so scary..i think i will fall immed., haha..cant find my jacket! =(..

aa..din put in effort to find job yet..haha!..but will find soon.seriously..haha..later really no job i will cry..n daddy will nag..haha

k thats all..bb! =)

i m jealous of turtles..they can hide themselves..

i want to be strong to protect them, so i have to be strong, or stronger =)
will contiune to hide till things end

bb =)

hmm..the reasons for me to hide my blog gone..so here i m =), o.o maintaining 3 blogs =.=..hmm..longer posts in future =)..tired